Today , yes might call it one of the most fascinating day of my life , but not in practical terms and actual meanings . I donno why I have a feeling i never had before .. The day started little busy today . Since early morning I had various assignments ,an examination for one of my universities debar trimester where I was detained from giving examination due to short attendance , after that I had to come home and design a dress for my beloved pet dog Lucy for a dog fancy dress show , as I got her enrolled for a celebration on the world vat nary day . Then had to rush up to the chat session venue and from there straight to the dog show .
Today after clearing CAT examination one of the toughest exams of the world [as they say ] I was called by my coaching institute T.I.M.E for a chat session with all the aspirants of next years cat … surprisingly the dog show and chat show happened just back to back…
Firstly I went to the chat session , spoke about my examination , paper solving strategy , group discussion , personal interviews and what not … as if I m a great academician . The young faces were fresh and eager r to extract more and more fundas .. Was almost felling like a celebrity when delivering my speech in that fully occupied banquet hall of elite class hotel .
People wanted to know about my experiences .. Wanted to know about the attitude , positivism and again a big what not !!!! Some asked for mail id some for autograph [now that really touched me ] although I refused and asked to definitely give an autograph if I become some big thing some day . Felt as if this world is taking me i don’t know where …
finally after some hours I seeked time to move out and rush to the dog show … took my lill cutey Lucy .. A female Dutch hound for a ramp walk and discovered that she is so fabulous in a dress of princess that she just won being the best . Lottssa applaud … free dog food , shield and certi for the wining baby …
Now that really delighted me . Was exhausted saw the watch its already 2300 hrs .. Came back home with 2 trophies and a shield in hand .. Shield to my baby doggie , and trophies to me … for those dog quiz i won on the spot .
Returned home with a handful of success and bagful of appreciation and good wishes . .. Things seemed something but not satisfaction , momentary excitement but not joy , quite some more fame but not happiness … I don’t know where my life is taking me .. I am just trying to live in peoples smiles now . Tomorrow have that same old debar viva repeat examination .. And am feeling less .
In my dreams and desires I still wanna abscond to Himalayas , set up a small dance school , and do some more tarot reading and reiki healing .. Ok its high time now ,tell me god what’s u r plan for me ? Y these glossy games with me ?
Monday, July 24, 2006
Friday, June 23, 2006
strange life
RIGHT SAID THERE IS ONLY ONE THING WHICH NEVER CHANGES…. THE CHANGE ITSELF .
Today I looked back few years back Life was going to school on a tobu bicycle wearing blue and white school uniform … asking question what it feels like being dead ?? who lives in the stars ??? what happens if we eat more in a dream and what if all the toys refuse to live with .
Few years back … life was learning how to ride a bike … life started going to discos , life had sweet sensations , crushes , movies , sports , friends , bunking lectures life started playing pranks on ppl . life completed school .
Life got hurt had broken hearts , learnt to write poems , preferred to avoid people refused to socialize , stayed locked in room .. life cried .
Started taking things to ego , shouted , went to gym , got frustrated , bitched , cribbed , boozed , challenged world , got ambitious , went mad, wired, psycho turned pessimist .
Then it consoled itself .. got religious reconstructed itself , took a break got rejuvenated started again with a new approach , became studious, started evolving , landed in a law school …. Started applying rational , analytical approach to things …. Life graduated , got enrolled in the bar became a lawyer . life took up business administration , started doing MBA … met new people , made new friends started looking forward to a new future .
Life … moved on . and on and on …. But life missed those days when life was really life … it danced , it read tarot , it was reiki healing people . life was quite , content and was living in solitude.
Life will have glamorous things to surround it , handsome jobs , great perks , awesome fringe benefits … crowds of associates , respect , recognition , fame , popularity and success , but life is loosing some thing , life is loosing life itself .
Today … life sit by the window watch the rain drops falling on the balcony floor , life gets amazed on the ruffling curtains in the cool monsoon breeze . asking questions to itself …. Is it the life which began , is the life which was .. which is and which will be .
Is this life is life actually ???
Is this life My Life ???
Today I looked back few years back Life was going to school on a tobu bicycle wearing blue and white school uniform … asking question what it feels like being dead ?? who lives in the stars ??? what happens if we eat more in a dream and what if all the toys refuse to live with .
Few years back … life was learning how to ride a bike … life started going to discos , life had sweet sensations , crushes , movies , sports , friends , bunking lectures life started playing pranks on ppl . life completed school .
Life got hurt had broken hearts , learnt to write poems , preferred to avoid people refused to socialize , stayed locked in room .. life cried .
Started taking things to ego , shouted , went to gym , got frustrated , bitched , cribbed , boozed , challenged world , got ambitious , went mad, wired, psycho turned pessimist .
Then it consoled itself .. got religious reconstructed itself , took a break got rejuvenated started again with a new approach , became studious, started evolving , landed in a law school …. Started applying rational , analytical approach to things …. Life graduated , got enrolled in the bar became a lawyer . life took up business administration , started doing MBA … met new people , made new friends started looking forward to a new future .
Life … moved on . and on and on …. But life missed those days when life was really life … it danced , it read tarot , it was reiki healing people . life was quite , content and was living in solitude.
Life will have glamorous things to surround it , handsome jobs , great perks , awesome fringe benefits … crowds of associates , respect , recognition , fame , popularity and success , but life is loosing some thing , life is loosing life itself .
Today … life sit by the window watch the rain drops falling on the balcony floor , life gets amazed on the ruffling curtains in the cool monsoon breeze . asking questions to itself …. Is it the life which began , is the life which was .. which is and which will be .
Is this life is life actually ???
Is this life My Life ???
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