Friday, June 23, 2006

strange life

RIGHT SAID THERE IS ONLY ONE THING WHICH NEVER CHANGES…. THE CHANGE ITSELF .

Today I looked back few years back Life was going to school on a tobu bicycle wearing blue and white school uniform … asking question what it feels like being dead ?? who lives in the stars ??? what happens if we eat more in a dream and what if all the toys refuse to live with .

Few years back … life was learning how to ride a bike … life started going to discos , life had sweet sensations , crushes , movies , sports , friends , bunking lectures life started playing pranks on ppl . life completed school .

Life got hurt had broken hearts , learnt to write poems , preferred to avoid people refused to socialize , stayed locked in room .. life cried .

Started taking things to ego , shouted , went to gym , got frustrated , bitched , cribbed , boozed , challenged world , got ambitious , went mad, wired, psycho turned pessimist .

Then it consoled itself .. got religious reconstructed itself , took a break got rejuvenated started again with a new approach , became studious, started evolving , landed in a law school …. Started applying rational , analytical approach to things …. Life graduated , got enrolled in the bar became a lawyer . life took up business administration , started doing MBA … met new people , made new friends started looking forward to a new future .

Life … moved on . and on and on …. But life missed those days when life was really life … it danced , it read tarot , it was reiki healing people . life was quite , content and was living in solitude.

Life will have glamorous things to surround it , handsome jobs , great perks , awesome fringe benefits … crowds of associates , respect , recognition , fame , popularity and success , but life is loosing some thing , life is loosing life itself .

Today … life sit by the window watch the rain drops falling on the balcony floor , life gets amazed on the ruffling curtains in the cool monsoon breeze . asking questions to itself …. Is it the life which began , is the life which was .. which is and which will be .

Is this life is life actually ???
Is this life My Life ???